1:06 AM | Sunday, May 17, 2009
i need hope,
thought it would be good game,turn out it was really sucky. wanted to at least win them. but turn out wasn't that easy. they weren't that strong,but yet,we still lose. yup,lost to nhac tre 10-4. i seriously played like shit. played first period,a bit of second period,and got benched for the third period. sucks seriously. got once,i even hope that nhac tre would just score instead of we score. i just don't know why. and i guess the the first and second period,gotta blamed me. i pulled my line-mates down. causing them not to play. even when my own team scored,i just don't feel like leaving the bench and celebrate with them. i miss playing with jerome,gary,victor,aaron and jootat and also the rest of P9. like how we just keep passing around and score. but i just can't do that in combined schools. simply just can't. i think i am losing the touch of playing floorball,really. ahhhh. okay,enough of that. after match,bathed and sonia approached me. guess what. she wants me to play for temasek jc under her. she approached some of the guys in combined schools too. mannn. i serously don't know. cause there's free scholarship. like the school might be paying all my expenses there,MAYBE only. like wow,seriously shiok. don't even need pay school fees or pay the amount you pay in secondary school and can play floorball. but i got no interest in jc now. probably 1 month ago,talking about free scholarship,i might want. but maybe not now. nyp is in my minddd! after talking to her,took cab and cabbed down to jon's house. met gary,jerome,wanhao and mengchao at his house downstairs the coffee shop. cause jon wasn't home yet. went up to his house after eating dinner. congrats to manu being champions! :D HAHA. play xbox,use comp all the way till 11.50! gary left earlier. wah,guitar hero freaking funny game!!! crapped as usual. took 88 to amk station with jerome and trained home.well today,just wasn't a great day. just hope next week game will be a good one,even though we are playing the defending champions. yes,innebandy. seems like going out to town or random going out,will stop for a moment. prelims are closing in,holidays seems to be normal school days. and the killer,o's. just really wish DPA is a success. cause i really need it badly. for now,life sucks. but i am depending it all on God. cause i live for Him. and no one can help us,but only Him. game for P9 next week with argonnauts is canceled. cause can only morning. but still maybe the rest of them might be playing,but got innebandy game in the morning,next sat. so guess have to give it a miss. i am going to sleep,church tomorrow.no mood for anything now.